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from me to you... [05 Nov 2008|08:32am]
Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
It's been seven months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on

Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late

Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn't be holding on
But I'm still holding on for you

Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on

Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
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song that i woke up with [04 Nov 2008|05:20pm]
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',

Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',

Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...


Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
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[25 Oct 2006|12:38pm]
A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go .

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know
And anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it’s all said and done
It get hard but it won’t take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
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[13 Sep 2006|11:16am]


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[23 Jun 2006|12:09am]

вся жизнь в картинках...в собственных фотографиях...

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[04 Jun 2006|12:01am]
выключается...как старые телевизоры, помнишь? при нажатии кнопки "выкл" легкая вспышка света и светлая статическая звездочка а экране...медленно затухающая и уходящаю в пространство... вот и у меня иногда ощущение, что меня выключили..... и эта вспышка перед глазами......
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[28 Apr 2006|06:48am]
Она стояла, опершись обеими руками о стол и закрыв глаза, крепко сжав зубы до напряженных скул. Мимо пробегали коллеги и кто-то лишь мельком спрашивал, все ли нормально. А интересовал ли их вообще ответ, звучавший им уже в спину?.. Лишь одна из них остановилась и слегка прикоснулась к плечу. Это была новенькая – Аня.
- Что случилось?
- Мне просто надо чтобы меня кто-нибудь обнял… *прозвучал полушепот в ответ
Аня положила все что держала в руках на стол и слегка приобняла её так нежно, что она чуть не заплакала. Она об этом так долго мечтала: стоять, закрыв глаза, слегка обмякнув в чуть касающихся её руках, положив голову на плечё и ничего не говорить. Прозвучал громкий резкий звук падающей посуды. Все вернулись к работе, а она так и осталась стоять в проеме и неосознанно впитывать мелодичные звуки радио…

[18 Apr 2006|01:29pm]
1-2-3...9-10.... нет, я отсчитывала не начало, а конец...
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[15 Apr 2006|11:27pm]

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внутри как-то... [15 Apr 2006|07:04pm]
"Она плавает в формалине
Несовершенство линий
Движется постепенно" (с)
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[08 Apr 2006|05:29pm]

у тебя под матрасом есть пистолет.
то говоришь, что ты любишь меня,
то вдруг ты хочешь убить меня... (с)

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